Okay, for real this time

Okay, so this time I'm really starting a new blog. I know. 

But every once in a while I relearn a valuable lesson: Don't over complicate life.

You see, I've been going about the last semester with so much stress I have made myself physically ill (I am writing this during one of those times, unfortunately).

I had to say goodbye to someone today. Someone who has changed my life and who I believe will change the world. This person is one of, if not the, best person I have ever met, in nearly every way imaginable. 

Am I okay? Not yet. Will I be shortly? Probably. 

Given my track record in resiliency, it won't take much time at all for me to bounce back from such a sad time, but it still hurts to say goodbye. 

Over dramatic? Maybe. I don't care.

I'm about to register for my classes for next semester, and for the first time in far too long I'm planning God back into my life. I'll have a great opportunity to prove my faith and trust in his plan for me, just like it says in Proverbs chapter three verses five and six. 

It's so simple, yet I've been ignoring such a great help available to me for such a long time. I know Christ's atonement will help me through anything, if I only ask for that help. I know if I just turn my heart over to him, he'll take care of all my needs and help turn my wants into his wants.

Will I be able to do it? Yes. Will I actually do it? 

If I don't, then I don't really deserve the blessings he's already given me, and will continue to give.